Actress Rica Peralejo opened up to her fans and followers as she revealed that she suffered from miscarriage for the third time.
In her latest YouTube vlog, Rica shared the said sad news.
“Okay the announcement is I was positive. Positive not for COVID thankfully, and the other good news is that I was positive for pregnancy. So yay happy good news. But the bad news there is I was positive. That means I no longer am. Pasensya na kayo medyo sad yung news ko today.” Rica shared.
In the said vlog, Rica also recalled the time when she suffered from miscarriage for two times in the past.
“Siguro idi-differentiate ko yung tatlong experience ko ng miscarriage, yung first ko was shock that led me to depression, yung pangalawa ko feeling ko ang unfair, ‘Lord bakit mo hinayaan itong mangyari ‘to sa akin?’ Tapos feeling ko ang daya daya. I must admit, nagkaroon din ako ng tampo kay Lord na bakit mo ito hinahayaang mangyari sa akin? For this third one, parang feeling ko I’m calmer and more peaceful about it.” Rica shared.
“Parang God has prepared my heart better this time. It’s more of like, ‘Lord, tulungan mo na lang ako i-manage ang pain.’ Kasi ayoko na sana madaanan yung ganung sobrang sakit of physical pain before. But is there still a feeling of loss and grief. Meron pa rin. Hindi ko mapigilang umasa eh kasi kahit naman alam kong hindi na ito mangyari, every time na pupunta ako for ultrasound at titingnan ko yung monitor, meron pa rin akong one percent in me na feeling ko umaasa na may makitang buhay dun sa screen.” Rica added.
(Photo source: Instagram – @ricaperalejo)
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