Veteran entertainment journalist Lolit Solis passed away on July 3. She was 78. Nanay Lolit had been undergoing dialysis for her kidney condition.
She disclosed that she was receiving dialysis treatment twice a week, with each session lasting four hours.
In one of her last Instagram posts, Nanay Lolit said:
“Salve everyday I wake up talagang parang miracle na sa akin. Kasi nga usually pag natulog ako I feel so weak na hindi ko na alam kung saan ako dadalhin ng tulog ko. I am very thankful pero admitted ko na medyo pagod na ako.
I have so many things to be thankful for, parang para sa akin tama na ang journey ko sa buhay. Been there, done that, I feel complete and grateful to my GOD. So if I will leave now, no regrets.
Life was good to me, people are nice, things worked mostly in my favors, what more can I asked ? Basta Thank You to all, my apologies to some, and if ever just remember me with fondness, I love all of you, and Thank You my GOD.”
Her last two posts read as follows:
“Talagang hindi ko akalain at my age dun pa ako mako confined at magkakasakit. Nagkaruon nga tuloy ako ng anxiety attack dahil hindi ko akalain na at my age mahihiga ako sa hospital bed. Medyo hindi ako talaga sanay sa hospital scenario kaya culture shock para sa akin ang mga nangyayari. Everytime I wake up in the morning shock ako na nasa ibang kuwarto ako. Kaya nga minsan gulat ako paggising.Kaya tuloy parang at a lost ako tuwing gigising. Pag umaga parang hinahanap ko iyon magulong kuwarto ko. Ewan ko ba basta I feel everything happening is new to me. Kaloka dahil talagang nagtataka ako na now ako nagkaganito. I feel like crying pero wala na akong magagawa.”
“Ang hirap pala ng maysakit. Hopeless, helpless, weak ka. Para bang hindi mo alam where and what to do. I feel it was already late for me para magkaruon ng ganitong episode sa buhay. Pero alam mo naman si GOD alam niya when or where ibibigay sa iyo ang mga bagay. So grateful na ngayon older na ako nangyari ito. Meron na ako ng pasensiya at wisdom na tanggapin mga bagay. I feel sad, weak, but hopeful. Wishing na sana gumaling ako agad at maging active uli. I love life. I love my works. I love my friends.I live life like everybody else. But if being sick is a sacrifice I have to experience it was an eye opener for me. Like going thru the medical procedures, mga ginagawa sa iyo sa hospital, lahat new sa akin.”
(Photo source: Instagram – Lolit Solis)
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